It wasn't the fall of civilization that made me almost trip not the storm the buds of spring had just wheeled in on that left me dripping in a crease of time It wasn't May wine made me drunk and drove me like a shopping cart to the escarpment It was the inside of me an egg not yet set and the brush of death's cat as I swooned on the levee and felt it: Long ago I had drowned by the prop roots of the nailed up tree in that ink, composed hell Turned and faced your brightness and